Scooterjons Multiple Sclerosis Blog

Weakness - Weakness in MS, which results from de-conditioning of unused muscles or damage to nerves that stimulate muscles can be managed with rehabilitation strategies and the use of mobility aids and other assistive devices. Since I stopped working out my body is weak as all get out. 

Vision Problems - The first symptom of MS for many people. Onset of blurred vision, poor contrast, color vision and pain on eye movement can be frightening. That symptom should be evaluated promptly. I remember during my exacerbations I would have blurry vision in one eye or the other. However, I do remember one exacerbation when  both of my eyes were blurry. That's kind of scary because I had read before that blindness was a possibility with MS. The other problem is I used to get headaches because of an eye being blurry. 

Here's another eye story. It was the spring of 1991 when I was at practice for slow pitch softball. I was in the outfield catching fly balls. A fly ball was hit my way and I ran to catch it. My eyes were looking up into a cloudy sky and without warning I lost the flight of the ball. It seemed to disappear. I remember attempting to take a couple more fly balls and the same thing happened. I thought to myself how strange and that I should make an appointment and have my eyes checked. I went to a Benson Optical that same week and had my vision checked and all was OK! Now, I really didn't have an answer for losing sight of those fly balls. 

The next week we had another practice and I was playing catch with a teammate. We were about 10 feet from each other. The first few catches were no problem but then my teammate threw a ball. I saw the ball leave his hand and then it disappeared! I stuck out my glove where I thought the ball was going and suddenly I saw the ball when it was about a foot away. I caught the ball, threw it back and then my teammate threw another one to me. Same thing happened. Now remember, we are only 10 feet apart. I thought I must have blinked or something and lost sight of the ball. It was crazy! I tried it one more time, lost the ball again in mid flight and decided to stop before I got hit in the mouth! After practice I decided to go to a Pearl Vision Optical the next day to see if the Benson Optician knew what he was doing. Again, I had my eyes checked by Pearl and nothing was wrong. The Pearl optician had listened to my symptoms and story and he suggested I see a ophthalmologist. (That's really how to spell the word, I looked it up).

I scheduled an appointment two weeks later at my local ophthalmologist. For the third time my eyes checked out perfectly. After hearing my symptoms though he thought I should see a neurologist. It was then that my multiple sclerosis journey began.         

Dizziness and Vertigo - People with MS may feel off balance or lightheaded, or — much less often — have the sensation that they or their surroundings are spinning (vertigo). If I bend over to pick something up or if I look up to the ceiling I will have vertigo. I simply close my eyes for 20 seconds and it goes away.  

Bladder Problems - Bladder dysfunction, which occurs in at least 80% of people with MS, can usually be managed quite successfully with medications, fluid management, and intermittent self-catheterization. I quit urinating in January of 2000.  I then started self cathing. If you use a lubricant on the end of the catheter it doesn't hurt at all or at least mine don't

Sexual Problems - Very common in the general population including people with MS. Sexual responses can be affected by damage in the central nervous system as well by symptoms such as fatigue and spasticity, and by psychological factors. I stopped getting erections on or about 1996. Viagra works well for me.

Bowel problems - Constipation is a particular concern among people with MS, as is loss of control of the bowels. Bowel issues can typically be managed through diet, adequate fluid intake, physical activity and medication.

Pain - Pain syndromes are common in MS. In one study, 55% of people with MS had "clinically significant pain" at some time, and almost half had chronic pain. I can say personally that I don't have any particular pains anywhere in my body. However, my toes and the bottom of my feet have been tingling and numb for about the last 15 years.

Cognitive Change - Refers to a range of high-level brain functions affected in more than 50% of people with MS, including the ability to process incoming information, learn and remember new information, organize and problem-solve, focus attention and accurately perceive the environment. Nowadays, I tell people I have the attention span of a 3rd grader. I try to follow videos on how to make money online and I usually don't make it past 5 minutes. I also tell my wife I have an eight second delay on absorbing information. If someone tells me a joke I usually don't get it if it's long joke.

Emotional Changes - Can be a reaction to the stresses of living with MS as well as the result of neurological and immune changes. Significant depression, mood swings, irritability, and episodes of uncontrollable laughing and crying pose significant challenges for people with MS and their families. I find myself tearing up when I hear certain stories in the paper or on TV. 

Depression - Studies have suggested that clinical depression — the severest form of depression — is among the most common symptoms of MS. It is more common among people with MS than it is in the general population. I have been having depression for the past 2 years and maybe longer. I don't take care of my personal hygiene. There are alot of showers, brushing my teeth etc. that I should improve on. However, I'm home alone except for my wife so I don't always find it necessary. I don't exercise nowadays as much as I should and I'm gaining weight again. I watch alot of old-time shows and sports on TV.  My interest in sex is waning. It seems like alot of work! I usually lay down on my couch by 6pm and go in and out of sleep until 10pm when I go to bed.